kids attention

how akif get his mama and daddy attention?
1..tekan button kt Tv, input channel dh lari n bzzzz...so kne la cari channel astro blk.
2..switch off plug tv..hermmmffft..
3..lari2 naik tangga, 1st step, slow..tgk reaction mama n daddy du..then baru cepat2 panjat
4..berebut laptop, switch off plug laptop.
5..berusaha selit tgh2
6..
7..
8..n the list goess....

bile tensen

nafas xcukup
jangtung degung laju
atas mata tang kening tegang jer...
mata kabur
kepala sakit denyut2


susah nyer nk cool down
kluar shopping pon masih sakit kepala..
Ya Allah ,tenangkan hati ku

bad day ever?no, theres more

smlm xdpt tdo, sbb akif syik batuk teruk, kuat sgt..mest dia sakit..
since las few days dh bg air madu , dh muntah2 kluarkan kahak,
then batuk kering pulak, dehydrated plak anak mama ni.
bwk g klinik kesihatan taman u, ya Allah, sgt penat..xsempat breakfast, even air pon..sapa nk buatkan?
sediakan bekal abg, abg mandikan akif..then rush pg klinik..time akif ok, dia diam, time nk main, mainlah,silapnyer, shoe dia xde plak,ingt dh dlm keta sbb kt umah xde.hermm..mest tinggal umah nenek ni.
nak biar dia main2 je, tp sejuk kaki, kan dtg sakit lain pulak..adoii..
dokong2 lah akif yg lebih 11kg tu..dgn aku yg xsampai 40kg ni..x ray, amik darah suma.
lari2 masuk keta hujan..dgn bag kt tangan akif kt sbelah lg..
hantar dia g nursery...kesian pulak..sedih sgt..sory akif..
 singgah post ofis, dh 3weeks tangguh pos CD kakfa,
beli envelope kt rainbow,vthen g pos ofis pulak..
masuk UTm, g sps amik kad matriks yg 3weeks jgk xamik2
masalah2, xjumpe cari pulak kad tu...aiyo pakcik ramli ni..
dh terketar2 ni..sampai2 Dr R ade pulak..
hermm..terus terang lah ngn dia..hermmm..tahan sebak je aku cite2..
dia suggest aku amik off 1weeks jaga akif..hermm..patut ke?belajar mna boleh off...
Ya Allah, berikanlah kekuatan kepada hambaMu ini..mudahkanlah urusan seharian, berikan kesiahatan yg unggul supaya aku boleh menjaga keluarga ku!aminnnnn

Life with NeezaNeedleS: Words to ponder

Life with NeezaNeedleS: Words to ponder:

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish,ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years building, others could destroy overnight. Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough for some. Give your best anyway.

Because in the end, it is between you and Allah SWT. It was never between you and them anyway.

HOME

A shelter,  heaven and everything for me akif n abg.
Now , we need to move again.
Owner nk rumah, kontrak dh hbs..
Mana nak cari rumah ni. yang best n comfortable for 3 of us.

A year we have been searching for our dreams house.
nampaknye, xde jodoh dgn mana2 rumah lg stakat ni.

rumah o rumah...i know you'r out there..pls come to us.haahhaa

 mencari rumah macam mencari bini or suami.

kne tgk rupa,baru ke lama,kalau lama--->renovated ke x,grill,cat

kawasan or taman, freehold ke listhold, harga plg penting, kedudukan rumah tu---.>tepi mainroad xbest

abg ejen sentiasa bersedia nk tolong relahati asal upah kami bg sepnuh hati---->perggggh...kauorng ni,mmg tahu ketok je.

owner rumah pon boleh tahan jgk,rumah dh mcm reban ayam, ada hati nk demand!

Ya allah, pertemukanlah aku dgn rumah idaman hati, harga ikut kemampuan kami,permudahkanlah urusan kami!aminnnn....

salam ramadhan dear all!

selamat berpuasa!happy fasting to all muslims !

Alhamdulillah, aku boleh puasa penuh lg untill today.harap boleh puasa sebulan penuh tahun ni!aminnn..
Coz aku masih tak period lg since delivered akif!=)
best kan!!alhamdulillah...
sekarang boleh fokus research Dr rashid je..lagi byk study lg byk aku xtahu n kena tahu!kelam kabut jgk ni.
rutin puasa ni, lepas sahur xtdo,mlm tdo awl,bgn pukul 3!okei ke gitu...4 ari buat, last last xsedar t'tdo kt meja laptop!aisehh man....xbleh jadi ni...
pg lab okei je..semangat!duk dlm econ pon jd xrasa sejuk!

ok..sudah sudah research tu..

ini nk cita menu menu yg dh plan since before puasa lg..hah..aku tulis siap..kan nant,ade je mati kutu xtahu nk masak ape..mulalah dialog

abg:masak pe arini?
ayng:ntah la ehh
abg: ada ape dlm peti?
ayg..ntah..xde ape kot
abg: beli baza ke buka luar?
ayg: bosan plak.xbest
abg"itulah xbest!

1 ari xpelah dialog tu,esoknye gitu gak!mulalah...abg pikir la pulak!!asyik ayg jeeeer.
hahahahah...

so, aku dh ambik labgkah proaktif di sini!!
list kt kertas menu2 ape yg ktorng slalu mkn!

1. Ayam bakar sekor dlm oven+ salad+
2. Masal lomak cili api+ ayam go
3. NAsi ayam +ayam bakar
4. Ikan 3 rasa/ikan kembong
5. Ikan/ayam percik
6. Sup ayam+ ayam go+daging go
7. Daging Go mcm bakar tu.go seketul besar+singge+bendi+budu=perggghh meleleh
8. Steak daging+baked beans+fries
9.Kurma daging/ayam
10. Gulai Darat
11. Tomyam
12. Go telur + cicah kicap+tomato+bwg merah+asam+cili!!sahur beb!!
13.Go ikan+sayur masak lomak
....nant terfikir or tibe2 buat...kita tambah lg k.

ni desert yg aku plan nk buat!!
1. agar2 mango +nata d coco
2.agar2 milo
3.cream puff
4.puding kastard
5.xtahu ape lagi..hahaha


best kan masak2 ni...
yang xbestnyer..time nk kemas n basuh pinggan tu!!!!!!adoiiiii...
tlg la bagi bibik satu nk suh cuci n kemas after masak!

Diarrhea!

bila akif x sihat,mama daddy pon x sihat jugak
Ya Allah,hebatnye dugaanMu ni..
after blk dr phuket, akif start batuk2 and after that ada kahak...
Mama pg klinik and Dr bg antibiotik.
Then ktorng pg KL, ada kenduri cousins daddy,time tu akif ada la cirit sikit..mama fikir ni effect antibiotik kot,sbb akif slalu cam tu klu mkn ubat.so ok lah...blk Jb akif ok..then pg nursery sume,mama ada bagi packet nestle oat and prunes kt teacher, tp dh pesan,akif xmakan, bg baby lain2..sbb byk sgt benda alah tu kt rumah ni,dpt free.
skali teacher miscmomunicate plak...the next day mama ambik akif, And the story begins!

June 28

teacher: makanan akif dh hbs.
mama: dh pelik dh, makanan mana ni?
teacher:yg packet2 tuu...
mama:oooh...yg tu akif makan ke?dlu dia xnk makan.
teacher:mkn..byk dia makan..hbs 3 packet!!
mama:pastu dia xmakan bubur nursery ke?makan itu je ke?
teacher:makan jgk..tp sikit ajela..
mama:ooo...okla...xpe

 June 29(as i story in  my last entry)
the next morning, we woke up at 4am akif cuk cuk...and stool tu lain sket..then mama buat susu untuk akif,pastu dia muntah sikit...oklah xpe lg.mama tdo bwh je ngn akif..
pukul 6,akif bgn, aikk..cuk cuk lg...hemmm
then salin, tdo...pkul 730 daddy nk work,dukung2 akif,skali akif muntah!!byk!mama dh risau dh...tgk2 akif cuk cuk again!!!then 930,akif cukcuk and muntah!again...bg susu lg...muntah again!haissshhh...mama siap2 trus g klinik!
Dr check akif and she said, akif mayb salah makan..so dia muntah sbb saluran dia dh sempit,so Dr bg gas sikit and akif nangis2 sbb berebut cerobing gas ngn misi..haha!at last, akif muntah la kt situ..bagi hadiah kt misi tu..adoooiii..hbs baju mama,bilik tu...baju akif!hermmmm..Dr prescribed ubat. for mama too..sbb Dr ckp,tekak mama dh ada infection,tp mama xnk mkn antibiotic lg..xpelah dlu..malas!last week dh demam2..so blk lah kami...makan ubat..the next day...

herrmmm...xleh jadi nii..so,mulala episode change diapers akif almost every hour!!
lebig 20 times akif kne change diapers..

mama sedih..kesian akif..mama pon xdpt tdo.keje or buat ape2..bubur untuk akif je buat!
June 30
Dlm pampers akif ade blood...sikit2..merah darah,,Ya Allah...daddy MC,sbb xsihat.Rush pg HSA, Dr check and said, akif ok,still active, makan n minum xtolak!so dia ckp, if awk bleh monitor at home, no need to admit. so oklah..dia just bagi air garam tu..if admit pon they will do the same..so blk lah ktorng..
akif minum jer air garam...susu and bubur, semua xtolak..tp still xde perubahan.

July 1st
tokma sampai1ciklong nk deliver baby dh..akif still diarrhea lagi! just dh mkn kurang..tp still!

July 4
decide bwk akif pg klinik pakar kt skudai tu..
Dr tu bg air garam jgk!and advice stop susu, bg  before sleep and  morning skali je..the rest bg bubur kosong and air garam .1 packet garam with 8oz air!


And here i am today!!akif still no change!!!!!!dlm pampers akif ade blood sikit2,

this evening daddy n mama akan bwk akif pg HSI pulak..this time kne admit la nampaknya..
Ya Allah..permudahkanlah urusan hambaMu ini..
aminnn...Tabahkanlah hatiku mengharungi dugaanMu ini.
Semoga mama dan daddy sabar melayan akif!!shian anak mama!